Well on Thursday last week I had a mental break down. I am now at a mental hospital getting help. They made me quit smoking as there is no smoking on the hospital grounds. I was really depressed so I called my doctor and he sent me here. I will not be able to reply to messages until friday. but I will be on line now until 4 pm. My husband is taking care of my birds while I am here getting the help I need. I miss them so much its unbeleaveable. My mom is taking care of my 5 year old too. please be nice I am here to get help and I consider many of you my friends.