I just graduated from college with my Bachelor's Degree in Anthropology and I have a very low cumulative GPA because I did horribly during my freshman and sophomore years. I got straight As during my last three semesters of college, but it was too late to bring up my GPA. I would do anything to go back in time and fix the mistakes I made. Now, I'll never be able to get into a Masters program. Jobs in my field are highly competitive and require at least a Masters degree. I am interested in pursuing a career as an environmental archaeologist, a museum curator, or a research assistant for a nonprofit organization dealing with sustainability and public health. I feel like my life is over and I will never be successful. I am planning to jump off a bridge or a tall building, or get eaten by animals this weekend. How should I commit suicide so that security guards will not rescue me? I live in New York City.